At almost every broadcast, and media report since her boyfriend's death, she is breaking down. She has not been able to express her sadness after rapper "AKA' Forbes and his former manager and friend Tebello"Tibz' Motsoane were gunned down outside of a restaurant on Florida Road in Durban on the evening of 10 February. This happened during an embrace between the two old friends who were briefly meeting up before AKA's performance at club YuGo.

STRUGGLING TO COPE

AKA was buried on Saturday 18 February at a private ceremony with family and close friends at Heroes Acre, West Park cemetery. Expressing her grief for the first time; Nadia has in a post on social media opened up about struggling to cope with the fact that she will never see AKA again. "My Heart is shattered,' she says. "This is not what our future was meant to look like. I can't believe I said my final goodbye to you yesterday.' The More Drugs rapper is still in disbelief. "I'll never see you again for the rest of my lifetime. You loved me loud and proud. Thank you baby. You protected me; prayed for me, and inspired me. I find it hard to breathe, let alone find the words to explain how much I love you.' She goes on to say that she will miss AKA dearly. "I'm really going to miss all the special moments we've had. This really hurts! I can't come to terms with the fact that I'll never hear you say you love me, I'll never hear your laugh,' she says. "We had plans. There is no pain bigger than the pain of losing you. I thought I was going to spend the rest of my life with you, I realise you're the one who spent the rest of your life with me.' She shares how she did not see this happening. "I don't know why things happen the way they do, but I'm questioning God right now. Why would he bring us together to only take you away? I just don't understand. I don't know how I'm going to do this, going on with my life without you, I just can't.'

FRIENDS BID A FAREWELL

Friends both present and absent at AKA's funerals shared the unforgettable moments they had with the rapper and how he changed their life and loved them unconditionally.

Jr Bogopa: "It's too much to really deal with but I believe we will learn to live with it. I'm gonna miss you, Forbes, this one really hurt I'm not gonna lie.?

Thato Effect: "To my musical Idol, Doro Mega. I have been a fan since I can remember. Through God, I got the opportunity to be part of your journey with so much potential to take it to the top. I'm super grateful my dream came true and we made magic. Rest well Megathon, Love you.

PH RawX: "Yesterday we laid you to rest. I didn't know how much I loved you until yesterday. It's still so hard to believe this happened and the way it did. But, I appreciate your love for me and the opportunity to be part of your family, to be part of your incredible life. I love you, bro.'

L-tido: "We laid you to rest with family and close friends yesterday and It's finally sunk in … I will never see you or talk to you ever again. Life will never be the same without you my brother. This is painful, I am praying the Forbes family, friends and Megacy find peace and healing. I love you, Kiernan. Farewell, my brother!'